Summer time with Jack

Summer time at nine should be fun. I believe Jackson had fun. Jack spent time with Kylee, Gramma and myself this summer. This Boy can surf

and the shirt says it all

Thinkin bout Sept.

Here I am at starbucks having a venti carmal mach upside down. Damn am I going ever get my man card back. Just left the gym sitn here dreaming of the glades. Beautiful sunrises and ducks cover the sky

Its not New York but I think I like it more!

Today

Well I told you it would be just a quick note of life.

Two years of seperation and moving in the right direction.   Sunday morning and just left the gym and loving life. Now we get to be ourself. All my time is with Kylee or the gym. LIFE IS GOOD!!!!!

simple as that

Dusk for an era and dawn for a new

 I have been found but will keep writing like no one is reading. Melt down time. Twenty eight divorced, no children, IRS problems and family business gone. No job in sight and whamo!!!! Job offer, crane operator I am gone. Lost my house, my live in girlfriend. my truck, boats and she took my dog. Twenty seven dollars to my name but now a job offer. Bungee jump crane operator, travel, hotels, girls I am in heaven. I can now be a traveling man dog. I have nothing at all to lose---------girls girls girls adult entertainment est and beaches sun  and more fun. What do I do with my new manhood freedom? Fall in love with what is to become my soul mate! She worked for the bungee company so travel and party. We became best friends. Florida, South Carolina and Colorado just for fun. The universe brought us together when we both needed each other. BEST FRIENDS! The next 18 years of bliss. I was blessed with three wonderful sons Anthony, Mike and Joe. Then in 1998 came my beautiful daughter Kylee. Life seemed perfect, it had ups and downs but perfect in my world. Crash bam total wreck. I think it was silicone brain poisoning but who knows. All over! life sucks bad, again. Or i am just paying for breaking serious man rules damn life sucks.

Florida and the First wife

Here I am back home . Working for the family and making money. Eighteen, and already found my life career so whats next in life? Friends and my own family. Now this is where life starts to get out of control. Girl friends in high school are one thing but now its for real, and I can pick em. Form over function, its just in me. I like the way they look but never knew they were so evil. Evil might even be kind. I met my first wife and it was off to the races. Hot hot hot. good lookin soft n well you know. Turns out we had as much in common as .... nothing. It was like Battery acid in your sweet tea. Not good. Dont get me wrong, She was a beautiful person inside and out but had a differant upbringing and values. Come to think about it i still love her very much as a person and wish her well in life but oil and water. Four years and lots of life lessons. Then met my next true love (Ha Ha oh my god ) four more years of the same. On ,off till just cant take it. Gotta go. Don't still love her. Hope bad things happen to her. I know, KARMA, but this one is worth it. The Dali Lama would swat her upside the head. During all this I spent all my time fishing, and duck hunting. Duck hunting became my top passion with fishing. Both are on the water. God I love life again.

High school girls and leavin home

Up to high school already. Told you this is cliff notes version. High school, driving, dating girls and having fun. You didn't see studying in there anywhere did you? That's how it  was. Girls, love, lust and just fun. Fell in love in school but heart was broke. fell in love again, heart broke. starting a pattern for life I don't know how it all started or why but You never really get over that first true love. No reason to name names cause that's my special time in life but if I had only known. Maybe things would be different but that would change all other aspects of my life so no regrets. ( I have the most amazing daughter but that to comes later) Graduated barely but I did. Now its off, back to Florida to work in the family business and someday take over and run. Boy that was a good idea and worked out well. Should have went with my heart to west coast and fished and surfed. Dreams? yet to really follow them.

on to middle school

Being born and raised in my Beautiful state of Florida fishing just came natural. Well moving forward its on to middle school. What can I say----- Shaped the next fifteen years. Taught me prejudice not just mine but others toward me. not just skin color but life style beliefs culture and true hate. At least that's what I believed. turns out that's only part true. We will hit that subject later for now its middle school. 1973 bused downtown into a part of town I never knew existed. Ugly truths abound but its more than a twelve year old needs to know. After a couple tries at different schools its off to South Carolina. What a chance! New people, new town and a fresh start with open air, A BEAUTIFUL LIFE. I gravitated towards the same people I knew, What the heck is wrong with human nature. I had A great family Brothers to die for but did not know what to do. No fishing, no baseball, no beach or skateboards just little town politics and cliques. Here comes the females. If your going to divert your life don't look for others to make you happy. Others will never make good decisions in your best interest. Unhappy but here comes life no matter how bad you want it to slow down every 24 hrs its here again, but lived through it all.

October 16th, 1961. day one

We are going to take a cliff note view of the first 47years.  Just to let you know why I am who I am. Back before girls were evil and you could talk to your dog and he understood ya. Preschool was great. Wake up and play, eat, sleep and start over. Dreams meant something reality was not important and you could love everything you could put your hand on. No limits------none. You could be a Bulldozer operator or a doctor even a racecar driver or a farmer. No limits! God I loved life! THEN CAME SCHOOL. Limits Limits and more limits. Learn reading learn math oh no, trouble I dont like this at all. Twelve years of learning and not learning. Good schools, Bad schools, Good teachers bad teachers. Damn No fun. Never could stop thinking about the three things I loved truly loved in life. Fishing, baseball and my dog. Fishing came before anything Yes even school.