Dusk for an era and dawn for a new

 I have been found but will keep writing like no one is reading. Melt down time. Twenty eight divorced, no children, IRS problems and family business gone. No job in sight and whamo!!!! Job offer, crane operator I am gone. Lost my house, my live in girlfriend. my truck, boats and she took my dog. Twenty seven dollars to my name but now a job offer. Bungee jump crane operator, travel, hotels, girls I am in heaven. I can now be a traveling man dog. I have nothing at all to lose---------girls girls girls adult entertainment est and beaches sun  and more fun. What do I do with my new manhood freedom? Fall in love with what is to become my soul mate! She worked for the bungee company so travel and party. We became best friends. Florida, South Carolina and Colorado just for fun. The universe brought us together when we both needed each other. BEST FRIENDS! The next 18 years of bliss. I was blessed with three wonderful sons Anthony, Mike and Joe. Then in 1998 came my beautiful daughter Kylee. Life seemed perfect, it had ups and downs but perfect in my world. Crash bam total wreck. I think it was silicone brain poisoning but who knows. All over! life sucks bad, again. Or i am just paying for breaking serious man rules damn life sucks.