Thursday, September 9, 2010

Family

Some days all you need is to know you have family. Old family that has been there since day one and new family. New family are the ones you have in your life but never really knew them. I have some that just astonish me with their love for others and the beautiful lives they lead. You know who you are and I really love learning more about all of you. One has been part of my life for years but off to the side and never really known as a person till recent. I watch how you live, love and raise your children and how you compliment my brothers life. I am so happy your lives crossed and the happiness you bring to the family. Then there is a special one that has come into my life I admire as an amazing person that just shines with life. Thank you! This summer the two of you took my little girl and helped her cross over to a young lady with aspirations of learning and the value of family. She had these in her but the two of you brought it out shining. I have never been an open book. Sometimes this feels strange but also good. thank you

Saturday, September 4, 2010

Sat. memories

Some times You have a day to yourself and things come back to you. Today was one. The Keys trips will always top the list

Takes lots of concentration


and lots of love

PRIDE




pain

ouch


and Florida sunsets

GOD I LOVE MY LIFE

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Summer time with Jack

Summer time at nine should be fun. I believe Jackson had fun. Jack spent time with Kylee, Gramma and myself this summer. This Boy can surf




and the shirt says it all

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Thinkin bout Sept.

Here I am at starbucks having a venti carmal mach upside down. Damn am I going ever get my man card back. Just left the gym sitn here dreaming of the glades. Beautiful sunrises and ducks cover the sky


Its not New York but I think I like it more!


Sunday, August 22, 2010

Today

Well I told you it would be just a quick note of life.
Two years of seperation and moving in the right direction.   Sunday morning and just left the gym and loving life. Now we get to be ourself. All my time is with Kylee or the gym. LIFE IS GOOD!!!!!


simple as that

Friday, August 20, 2010

Dusk for an era and dawn for a new

 I have been found but will keep writing like no one is reading. Melt down time. Twenty eight divorced, no children, IRS problems and family business gone. No job in sight and whamo!!!! Job offer, crane operator I am gone. Lost my house, my live in girlfriend. my truck, boats and she took my dog. Twenty seven dollars to my name but now a job offer. Bungee jump crane operator, travel, hotels, girls I am in heaven. I can now be a traveling man dog. I have nothing at all to lose---------girls girls girls adult entertainment est and beaches sun  and more fun. What do I do with my new manhood freedom? Fall in love with what is to become my soul mate! She worked for the bungee company so travel and party. We became best friends. Florida, South Carolina and Colorado just for fun. The universe brought us together when we both needed each other. BEST FRIENDS! The next 18 years of bliss. I was blessed with three wonderful sons Anthony, Mike and Joe. Then in 1998 came my beautiful daughter Kylee. Life seemed perfect, it had ups and downs but perfect in my world. Crash bam total wreck. I think it was silicone brain poisoning but who knows. All over! life sucks bad, again. Or i am just paying for breaking serious man rules damn life sucks.

Thursday, August 19, 2010

Florida and the First wife

Here I am back home . Working for the family and making money. Eighteen, and already found my life career so whats next in life? Friends and my own family. Now this is where life starts to get out of control. Girl friends in high school are one thing but now its for real, and I can pick em. Form over function, its just in me. I like the way they look but never knew they were so evil. Evil might even be kind. I met my first wife and it was off to the races. Hot hot hot. good lookin soft n well you know. Turns out we had as much in common as .... nothing. It was like Battery acid in your sweet tea. Not good. Dont get me wrong, She was a beautiful person inside and out but had a differant upbringing and values. Come to think about it i still love her very much as a person and wish her well in life but oil and water. Four years and lots of life lessons. Then met my next true love (Ha Ha oh my god ) four more years of the same. On ,off till just cant take it. Gotta go. Don't still love her. Hope bad things happen to her. I know, KARMA, but this one is worth it. The Dali Lama would swat her upside the head. During all this I spent all my time fishing, and duck hunting. Duck hunting became my top passion with fishing. Both are on the water. God I love life again.
Be kind when ever possible. It is always possible
"Dalai Lama"